from debut album, "The Verge of Suicide". + Informações

from the debut album, "The Verge of Suicide". + Informações

from the debut album "The Verge of Suicide". + Informações

Band: My Suicide Dream Song: Psychodynamic Silence Lyrics: My sanitys in question because of my wandering mind it sinks deeper and deeper as it passes with time and though I try and hold on, my grasp is unreal and as it passes me by I guess my fait is sealed thats why I; lost my faith that I never even had I had to dig deep inside, but it didn't seem to add my expectations of life were unbalanced at best thats why I braced for the worst and laid my assumptions to rest Neurosis to Psychosis Biopsychosocial defaults on me Psychodynamic sees that were all manic Corporate Americas diagnosed insane Neurosis to Psychosis Biopsychosocial defaults on me Psychodynamic sees that were all manic Society is diagnosed insane And all these things crack as there bleeding inside I step back into the darkness, but theres nowhere to hide I am lost, I am cold, and all I'm hearing is lies and if everything is gone, then theres nothing left to disguise It is all trapped in this moment so indefinitely but I don't know if I can re-evaluate it's meaning to me but then again it is true that everything must remain and no matter what you do it all stays the same I see how the, world goes round as I just stand by time crawls steadily on and I don't even try as the light signals the end of this trivial maze an emotionless hand reaches out to turn the page a flick of the pen and it all starts again and no matter what goes on I can't get through to them and if a flick of the pen is all it takes to start .... + Informações

I dream about, how its going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, Ill kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now, The rope is here, Now Ill find a use, Ill kill myself, Ill put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Dreamin about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, Im suicidal, Suicidal dream,. + Informações

Silver Chair live at Much Music. + Informações

This is a video a friend of mine made with footage i made for a short film with the same title. It was a suspense movie of 30 minutes... with several productions problems jajaja. It wasn't even near my original script, yet it was a fun thing to do. The original credits go to me, the edit for this music video was made by Yogui-man (he's also the main character). Music by Silverchair ^_^. + Informações

My Suicide Dreams latest track "Dead Ringer" featuring guitarist Tony Terneson. Released for Halloween 2010. Download the MP3 for FREE at: music.vampirefreaks.com. + Informações

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MY REAL PROFILE IS "Xenapiiqen" BUT I COULDENT LOG IN TO IT; SO I HAVE MADE THIS PROFILE!!. + Informações

Lyrics I dream about How its gonna end Approaching me quickly Leaving a life of fear I only want my mind to be clear People making fun of me For no reason but jealousy I fantasize about my death I kill myself From holding my breath Chorus: My suicidal dream Voices telling me What to do My suicidal dream Im sure you will get yours too Help me, comfort me Stop me from feeling what im feeling now The rope is here Now i'll finally use I'll kill myself I'll put my head in the noose Chorus Dreaming about my death Dream Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal dream. + Informações

From the Just Once EP (2011). How to Dress Well is the alias of Tom Krell, creator of narcotized, lo-fi R&B. In October 2009, Krell started posting batches of his clouded tunes to his blog. They're marked by his high voice; piercing and fragile like the rest of his music. www.last.fm Photo coming right from this blog: my.opera.com. + Informações

Dedicated to Henrik and Herman Storbraaten...love daddy!. + Informações

Welcome to the show the great finale's finally here I thank you for coming into my theatre of fear Welcome to the show, you're all witnesses you see A privileged invitation to the last rights of me Remember me? You can't save me Mama you never needed me No crimson king, look in my eye, you'll see Mama I'm lonely, it's only me, only me I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be The crimson idol of a million I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be The crimson idol of a million eyes, of a million I am the prisoner of the paradise I dreamed The idol of a million lonely faces look at me Behind the mask of sorrow, four doors of doom behind my eyes I've got their footprints all across my crimson mind Long live, long live, long live the king of mercy Long live, long live There is no love, to shelter me Only love, love set me free No love, to shelter me, only love, love set me free I was the warrior, with an anthem in my soul The idol of eight thousand lonely days of rage ago And remember me when it comes your time to choose Be careful what you wish for, it might just come true Red, crimson red, am I the invisible boy The strap on my back Red, crimson red, no I was never to be Only one crimson son, no it never was me Living in the limelight little did I know I was dying in the shadows and the mirror was my soul It was all I ever wanted, everything I dreamed But the dream became my nightmare and no-one could hear me scream With these six-strings, I make a .... + Informações

..... :))) ..................................... I won't try to bring you down about my suicide Got no need to understand about my big surprise I won't beg to hang you up about my love of life If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am writing you a letter Getting better Can I see you? When... All the lights go out together Blame the weather Yeah the cold again In the darkness for a second I am sure I see them smiling then I feel them calling me Yeah they are calling me... And I am falling through the stars You remember now? Yeah I am falling in their arms You remember how? Oh I am falling through the sky You remember this ? I am falling in their eyes You remember the kiss? I won't try to pull you in about my sacrifice Makes no sense to get upset about the other side I won't beg to put you out about my right to die If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am calling you at midnight Feeling alright...can I tell you? When? On the line no sound but my words Must be night birds on the wire again In the silence for a second I am sure I hear them laughing then I feel them calling me Yeah they are calling me... I am falling through the stars You remember now Yeah, I am falling in their arms You remember how I am falling through the sky You remember this I am falling in their eyes You remember the kiss "We know" They said "You're holding on To nothing left of something gone" "We know" They said "In letting go Of fear and dread And all you know You'll lose the .... + Informações

Awesome stoner song from the album Healing Through Fire Lyrics: Ripped apart from the core My hands are so sore The pills help me dream as hate drips from my pores Poison coursing my veins So filled with disdain I can never return to the pain of before Wrap my bandaged remains In these old rusty chains Ship me out to the sea Where my soul can be free Amputation of mind I've been so unkind The poisonous path to destruction unwinds Blackened lung of despair Can't take in the air In my final throes, one last time close my eyes Wrap my bandaged remains In these old rusty chains Ship me out to the sea Where my soul can be free Wrap my bandaged remains In these old rusty chains Ship me out to the sea Where my soul can be free. + Informações

Song: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Artist: Suicidal Tendencies Album: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow[1988] Lyrics: Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain How can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head Goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had So few good-So many bad I search for personality and I look for things I can not see Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new Never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony Thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry Will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow Last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tommorow If I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today You think it's so funny... ...laugh at this! So when I look outside my room I see the world, but not the reason What is done to me is .... + Informações

a track taken from Crystal Logic (1983) one of the most Epic songs ever written I laid myself down into bed To sleep away the night A vision formed inside my head A sun with no sunlight Death would grip humanity A new Solar Ice Age An Earth that no science could save I woke sweat running down my face I never felt so strange To think that this could be our fate To freeze in darkened pain Then sleep brought back the dreams to me Of wars to turn the tide The world committing nuclear suicide Inside this hazy world of dreams I've never known I've seen the wrath come down and turn mankind to stone And then I realized that this be Eschatus A holocaust of flames to burn Midgard to dust It has been called by many names throughout the years Still they all mean the same, man burning in his fears The Anti-Christ will come and rise up through the sea The Dreams of Eschaton have shown this all to me Before the Gods of Hell sentence you to die Remember well my friend a warlord never cries These are the words that I've heard inside my mind When Ragnarok comes down we'll all run out of time I hope that can see that this is not a game We don't just sing to thee to win fortune and fame The souls of all of us are priceless to the last These dreams could be our fate of living life too fast And so I say to thee watch the skies above For when the darkness falls and rivers turn to blood Then Arthur shall return to fight for peace and truth To slay the beast of hell and save the righteous few .... + Informações

Great opener from the Obits' first album, I Blame You. Fronted by Rick Froberg, formerly of Drive Like Jehu, Hot Snakes, and Pitchfork.. + Informações

This is one of their best songs and no one uploaded yet the CD-track version... LYRICS If all my dreams were a tidal wave And every day was christmas We could spend our lives in the drip At the edge of the world Cause love does things that you can't see It's like telepathic surgery And cuts and scrapes just like iggy pop thrown in a hole If you take away my nerves And leave just my words Love would be the best thing in the world You and me in a chrome reflection We were born to suffer some Please don't chase me from this jail You know it looks so nice If all my dreams were a microwave And every day was summer When I feel this way, you know We should start our own religion If you take away my nerves And leave just my words Love would be the best thing in the world And if you take away my pain Please don't leave my brain Cause when I think it hurts just the same. + Informações

KTS - An Experimental film, from one man's perspective. Suicidal thought is like a viral disease. For some it kills you in moments, for some it may slowly grow over months somewhere on your mind and one day, it convinces you to die. But what happens when a thought could be killed just like how the vaccine kills the virus. To those who are anti-suicide, talk to your friends/family who may need your help. They may not come and ask, but you can KILL The THOUGHT of SUICIDE, off their minds, before it kills them. KTS - is my attempt to convey this message and create anti-suicide awareness. Looking at some disturbing facts and when I still hear about student suicides in India. It is also a genre shift from my previous movies, hope you all support me and my KTS team : Lead Actor : Aj Ramesh Camera Handled by: Wally Koscielny Direction : Murali : www.facebook.com Music Scored by : Raghav Srinivas www.facebook.com. + Informações

HIM - SONG OR SUICIDE.. From the Album Venus Doom.. Lyrics: Sorrow rebuild me as i step out of the light Misery strengthen me as i say my goodbyes I heal my wound with grief And dream of you and weep myself alive. + Informações

The song "In My Dreams" by Cry of Silence, off of their album "Walking Through The Eternal Tragedy".. + Informações

How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain How can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head Goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had So few good-So many bad I search for personality and I look for things I can not see Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new Never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony Thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry Will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow Last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tommorow If I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today. + Informações